死了一些蚂蚁

皮夹克

红色的蓝色的必须选择一个 — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 21:25:35 +0800

     你看到全世界plastic bubble一样充满了皮夹克吗？
     我有两件皮夹克，一件真的一件假的，真的那件很贵，假的那件也不便宜，我曾经多么喜欢穿啊，就算不柔软不暖和也要有点范是不是，就算装比不足别扭有余也要有点职业道德是不是。我小和山山民没见过大世面，穿着皮夹克独来独往确实心里舒服，有凛冽感，最主要的是不会让自己或别人感到你丫真他妈孤独，搞不好还会以为你真全职搞摇滚的。我从来不敢嘶吼，最多敷衍你，但是大多数时候我在表面上会多么地有礼貌，为了表明我的立场，为了显示我坚不可摧，我是多么地煞费苦心。
     其实我内里又是多么的恐惧，我和皮夹克们的生活又是多么地遥远，于是在这个美好的季节里，我只穿一件灰色的帽衫。平凡让人安全，诚实，舒坦，涉及所有柔软的词语和无害的感情。你别忘了，我只是一个涉世未深的会伤心的girl，我再他妈装也没有用。
     皮夹克挂在柜子里很是碍眼，就像所有激烈的情感都会沦为心理负担。

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shaorry

红色的蓝色的必须选择一个 — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 00:31:39 +0800

最近对不起很多人，我无法接受你们，不管我有没有说明白，你心里一定要明白。原因，很平实的话说，我不想介入，尤其在连自己的生活都摆不平的时候。再深入点说，我身陷沙漠，举目荒芜，恐惧不已还无法吼叫。矫情点说，两个人渐行渐远甚至快不记得何时曾在一起，一切纯粹是幻觉。
所以，不要幻觉了，它们太痴缠太痛苦，熄灭吧，请。

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鱼

红色的蓝色的必须选择一个 — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 16:22:36 +0800

下雨的黄昏，我为何选择坐在湿嗒嗒的摊头吃一份粗糙的炒饭？屁股被凳子上的雨水打湿了，凉嗖嗖的弄的我很尴尬。好在暗色的天空还残留点灰蓝，被PEPSI遮阳伞映出了一丝明亮的幻觉。我不停地喝水，咕嘟咕嘟地喝水，在冷冰冰的书架上，红色封面的大书像一张怪异的脸，长着无数个手指头，令人不安地挠啊挠，发出窸窸窣窣的交谈声，嘶嘶的碎裂声，像某种大理石做成的鱼缸，倒扣在一条巨大的鳗鱼的头上。

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为什么我如此厌倦

红色的蓝色的必须选择一个 — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 23:01:00 +0800

am i looking for trouble, am i waiting to die? am i sorry for myself, am i satisfied?
there's always a shadow behind the door, the shadow is always sleeping on my floor
i can't escape the panic and despair, i can't sort out my socks in right pair
why am i so tired of these, so tired of these shit, of these i desired
why am i so sick of these, so sick of these shit, of these i loved

did i set up the fire, did i put up the lie? did i try to reconcile, did i really try?
no one can understand my solvation, they say that i'm just talking my delusion
no one see the greatest contradiction, when they're thinking over their situation
why am i so tired of these, so tired of these shit, of these i desired
why am i so sick of these, so sick of these shit, of these i loved

am i fixing my paper, am i fixing my mind? am i washing my hair, am i washing my brain?
flower on her lips and butterfly, she looked up and smile at the rosy sky
this life is sweet if you don't see it real, this life is sweet if you don't see it real
this life is sweet if you don't see it real, this life is sweet if you don't see it real
this life is sweet if you don't see it real, this life is sweet if you don't see it real
this life is sweet if you don't see it real, this life is sweet if you don't see it real

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Mr. 数学

红色的蓝色的必须选择一个 — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 20:10:09 +0800

mathmatics
i love you
from the day i met you
you are the one
i wanted so much
mysterious, smart, handsome

mathmatics
i hate you
i never ever have conquered you
you caught me pushed me
squeezed me killed me
but still i never understood

mathmatics
i lied to you
for all these days i confess
what i'm afraid is not your problem
some part of me just couldn't work

now everything has been clear
i ended up my asceticism
the world is warm soft beautiful
i am sweet happy cheerful

but wait, why
i missed you so much
ridiculous
i'm solving
problems from Mathematical Olympiad

now listen babe
i don't need to prove
you or me, who is wiser
some part of me just couldn't work
well

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never tear us apart

红色的蓝色的必须选择一个 — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 22:40:29 +0800

Don't ask me
What you know is true
Dont have to tell you
I love your precious heart

I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never tear us apart

We could live
For a thousand years
But if I hurt you
I'll make wine from your tears

I told you
That we could fly
cause we all have wings
But some of us dont know why

I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never ever tear us apart

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没有看的电影

红色的蓝色的必须选择一个 — Fri, 24 Apr 2009 21:30:33 +0800

挖麻的小屋是阁楼的一部分，小窗子上的粉色窗帘和便捷式衣橱深得我心。挖麻脑袋灵光，并且有不少好书。从挖麻的小屋出来后，我吃掉了那种能迅速制造幸福感的泡芙，看了她借我的the dharma bums (J.Kerouac)并学会了一个比喻句：暖和的像片烤土司。第二天去了郁金香都晒瘪了的太子湾公园，完全出于意外的晃荡。被某种虫子亲吻，中毒红肿。第三天仍然没有课，在L那里看了十分之一现代汉语词典，发现拔丝苹果的制作方法并决心付诸现实。回来看了二十分之一的追忆似水年华，十分之一的海浪，十分之一的第十二夜。我还有整整一个周末练琴，想从泡芙制造的幸福感里一跃而出，就应该重新吃掉一大陀泡芙。可是学校门口连制造蛋挞的机器都撤走了，幸福总是短暂，哪怕只是冒牌。

金字塔穴居,氤氲粉,穿衣镜

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Monday Afternoon

红色的蓝色的必须选择一个 — Sun, 15 Mar 2009 15:29:36 +0800

"Monday Afternoon" by Hurricane #1
Capo 1st fret
Intro: D - Dmaj7 - G - Gmaj7 - F#m - Em - A7sus4 - A
   D           Dmaj7
Screaming in the basement,
        G          Gmaj7
Now I'm staring at the moon,
F#m                      Em   A7sus4  A
On the first day of the year
  D        Dmaj7        G      Gmaj7
Feeling anti-social on a Monday afternoon
F#m                     Em  A7sus4  A
Get on the train and disappear
Bm                     D        Em
As my head starts to unwind
             G       A7sus4    A
There's a melody I find
And she sings...
D          Dmaj7               G         Gmaj7
Meet me like before we never cried about the rain
F#m                              Em   A7sus4  A
But now there's something in the way
D          Dmaj7                 G          Gmaj7
Feel me deep inside and help me wash away the pain
F#m                     Em      A7sus4   A
Make the madness drift away
The kind of things were saying
Are the words we always say
When we're on the way back home
We can bleach 'til Wednesday
And I wish that I could stay
But I'd only bring you down
As we arrive you read my mind
And the melody rewinds
And she sings...
Meet me like before we never thought about a thing
But now there's something in the way
I'm wishing for a wave to come and cover everything
Take our bodies far away
You could always read my mind
You never tell me what you find