死了一些蚂蚁

am i looking for trouble, am i waiting to die? am i sorry for myself, am i satisfied?
there's always a shadow behind the door, the shadow is always sleeping on my floor
i can't escape the panic and despair, i can't sort out my socks in right pair
why am i so tired of these, so tired of these shit, of these i desired
why am i so sick of these, so sick of these shit, of these i loved

did i set up the fire, did i put up the lie? did i try to reconcile, did i really try?
no one can understand my solvation, they say that i'm just talking my delusion
no one see the greatest contradiction, when they're thinking over their situation
why am i so tired of these, so tired of these shit, of these i desired
why am i so sick of these, so sick of these shit, of these i loved

am i fixing my paper, am i fixing my mind? am i washing my hair, am i washing my brain?
flower on her lips and butterfly, she looked up and smile at the rosy sky
this life is sweet if you don't see it real, this life is sweet if you don't see it real
this life is sweet if you don't see it real, this life is sweet if you don't see it real
this life is sweet if you don't see it real, this life is sweet if you don't see it real
this life is sweet if you don't see it real, this life is sweet if you don't see it real

Don't ask me
What you know is true
Dont have to tell you
I love your precious heart

I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never tear us apart

We could live
For a thousand years
But if I hurt you
I'll make wine from your tears

I told you
That we could fly
cause we all have wings
But some of us dont know why

I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never ever tear us apart

"Monday Afternoon" by Hurricane #1
Capo 1st fret
Intro: D - Dmaj7 - G - Gmaj7 - F#m - Em - A7sus4 - A
   D           Dmaj7
Screaming in the basement,
        G          Gmaj7
Now I'm staring at the moon,
F#m                      Em   A7sus4  A
On the first day of the year
  D        Dmaj7        G      Gmaj7
Feeling anti-social on a Monday afternoon
F#m                     Em  A7sus4  A
Get on the train and disappear
Bm                     D        Em
As my head starts to unwind
             G       A7sus4    A
There's a melody I find
And she sings...
D          Dmaj7               G         Gmaj7
Meet me like before we never cried about the rain
F#m                              Em   A7sus4  A
But now there's something in the way
D          Dmaj7                 G          Gmaj7
Feel me deep inside and help me wash away the pain
F#m                     Em      A7sus4   A
Make the madness drift away
The kind of things were saying
Are the words we always say
When we're on the way back home
We can bleach 'til Wednesday
And I wish that I could stay
But I'd only bring you down
As we arrive you read my mind
And the melody rewinds
And she sings...
Meet me like before we never thought about a thing
But now there's something in the way
I'm wishing for a wave to come and cover everything
Take our bodies far away
You could always read my mind
You never tell me what you find

离开时候他留下烟
排除夜不能寐的无言
正经地摊开一桌苦涩
放荡地勾引唇齿之间

于是我想让自己残废
点燃门后第一滴血
像所有盛大的游行示威
你万恶的concupiscence吹灭
我一开始的frenzy麻醉
让innerself轻轻摧毁
让新的太阳抽搐呻吟
让旧的帝国摇摇欲坠

想转掉从来没有过什么激情的日语专业
应该是比较愚蠢，但是有更加重要的事情
退而求次仍是迷途
我想我不够耐心
但是青春经不起奢侈
南方的城市在5月初便进入了酷暑
原谅我，这种我一直害怕的东西
我想我过分嗜乐
总觉得不能够
什么支撑我的东西在融化

忘记拍下3月份和5月份的排练房
用感情维系着的满
不用感情维系的空
它足以让你哭
但是你麻木了
等等，我只是在陈述一件事情
并试图不带感情

好不容易静静地呆一会儿
去外面吃个饭
去长满水鸟和蚊子的河边走走
可是等我计划好细节
最最美妙的又亮又凉的黄昏消逝了
黑的那叫迅猛

于是我不被允许犹豫
在火星上的岩石砸下来之前
变化
进化
退化

you see how i'm getting down
when all meaning means nothing
when all shit keeps falling
and i'm squeezing some prayer
for a short time absolution

watch the girl you wanna watch
a vow of silence
a moment of lost 
a shooting on the bed
a chasing after wind
a chorus of mind

thanks really, within the tender warmth of your body
still cold

终于心血来潮搬来照相机
截了几张照片,学校里的演出
0:15分,很好很模糊

下面的,我看上去很小!!!

下面的,我看上去很黑!!!

冒牌主音!!! 

收音机莫名其妙被打开
隐喻的光彩
从北方捕捉的一阵风
在南方死去
我试图不要重复,却总是被逮住
空间里斑驳的灰色,无奈但要不要喜欢
喜欢但要不要热爱,热爱但仍然无奈
暗夜请别同我调情
措词无力
看清楚你的灰暗,检查你的无名趾端
我们在听
但是没有结果
如何是好

抽屉里发出的嘶嘶声音
是什么在燃烧
一颗星球吞咽了他的手
角落里的宴会
钢板上的烟灰
接近纯真的游戏荒唐无聊
暴力继续,谢绝观赏

恨死机器了恨死了!!!!!!!
一个下午的劳动毁在它手里了
到底是哪种疯狂让我不断重复愚蠢的吃力不讨好的事情
终于明白有些人脸上的无奈
不是假装
我承认....这真不是人干的事情

他用着所有语言
让你等了才去发现
全都是误会 !!!

才华横溢总是和blur的老孩子们有关
藏在学校的某个门后面的隐秘故事
拿着骨节透明的JJ的盗版唱片奔向狂喜
无所顾忌而优质的幼稚
诡辩的听力
拙劣的沉醉
分明地记得那声意犹未尽的呼唤
brothers and sisiters
抽风似的跃起
we are all drug takers
热爱你的戏谑
报上五颜六色药物名称
来来来
见鬼你的舌头语言
让美好显得一往无前

Brothers and sisters
Rebuild your lives
We’re all drug takers
Give us something tonight

Cotton in academy
Jelly, maize to Marjory
White doves, from the war machine
Everybody moving
Cocaine, is for murderers
Codeine, for the juror-ors
Caffeine, made for all of us
Everybody on it
Records it that time again
egg shapes expect from eminem
burning on the yard again
Smoking makes you holy
Texting abbreviates the brain
Aspirin, takes away the pain
Welcome, everyone's the same
That’s the way it is

a chloroform
Sugar on the table
Washed out, like a dinosaur
Really don’t believe it
Sticky, sniffing superglue
Sulphates, keeps you in the zoo
Monkeys turning into you
Everybody horny
Absinthe................
Tempo stop the cannonball
Peanuts appears to make you walk
Broken stops you screaming
Living for anxiety
Drinking is our society
Guessing an intirity
That's the way it is

我爱你但是我必须有所保留
病恹恹的时候飞来一百只海鸥
海色的纯白染上了空泛的
粉色,我别无选择

你试图寻找某种强大的进行曲
来测试你犹豫中的行动力
而我不再需要上行音阶的强心剂
旁敲侧击我萎靡的激情

我爱你但是我必须有所保留
让我安静地吞噬黑色的钟头
那是故作镇定,还是坐以待毙
亲爱的上帝,剩下的事情不需要定义

等到了干净的声音,听torte bus大乐团的新EP
很汗的事情是我拿着歌词却看不懂
我是真的看不懂虽然他们在EP后面说写歌词确实费了劲那我也够衰的了
打一份歌词出来看
第一个小歌歌叫What if

every romance is moving and purified
miles and miles i'm seeking, waiting for this kind
true two lovers are doomed to meet under one big tree
and no matter how different people like you and me

the candle burned so soft i felt the warmth and felt it slowly glow and
while kissing of the dark embrances my somniloquence as fantacy
always keep it as a little secret
always keep it totally in peace

so what if slown down, rewrite the moment
(at the first ill-sounding scene)
what if chocolate not choosing cream
(if you dropped into another inn)
and what if quickly-loving hearts would then
quickly loathe,quickly flow
though quickly tied to make a lasting troth  

这两孩子装了South Britain的口腔和咽喉构造
还有进化过的Elliot Smith的accoustic管道
再加上一个小小的宇宙飞船和大大的sea and skyline
管他是从哪个火车上爬下来的乖乖听一会呗